23 December, 2005

Sour Notes

Even if I asked for it doesnt make it any easier to handle. Im sitting here a veritble water pot but I cant let it happen, not in the airport and not in front of a million strangers. Damn. Worst send-off ever, even that time my dad yelled at me in front of my friend and new crush right before I left for LA.

Now Im just wondering how long the silence will last...Im still very hurt and angry but also very sad at how it all went down, so I cant be the one to reach out but neither can I stand to let it go on...Im in a morass of sour feelings. Blah.

I just dont know what to do with myself right now.

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